Half-dead. June 30, 2008
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And by tomorrow, i’ll be dead. Econs killed me. Albeit i did study, half the things i studied i couldn’t recall. Thank goodness for Aimy, handphone and the new friend i met while studying. Harhar. Thanks so much to i-shall-find-out-your-name-tomorrow. 
And no thanks for thinking that i am a 12 year old Filipino kid. Hmph. I shall remember to return you the answers tomorrow.
Life’s good so far. I’m standing on my own two feet without feeling wonky. Driving is fun. Speeding more fun. Going to starbucks on a regular basis is fun too, not so fun for my pocket though. But i’m going anyway, venti caramel macchiato. *slurps* Keeping myself occupied has never felt this good. 
Aimy, Bernice and Jin dropped by college today. For the fun of it. Not exactly la since they are going to balik pulau for laksa. *envy* These people know nuts about the increment in petrol thus driving around the island like nobody’s business. Wait, or maybe they do know, but they don’t care. 
Unexpected visit at the library today before my econs test. Shock and surprise i was, but i do not feel bitter. In fact, i am happy. Happy seeing you. Happy, whacking you. And now, you don’t owe me anything. Your friend is damn adorable by the way.
Unexpected things can be really nice as long as you do not expect more of it in return. I’ve learned my lesson.
I’m driving to college tomorrow! ALONE! Wheeee.
Protected: In need of antidote to sedate this pain. June 29, 2008
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Not alone after all. June 29, 2008
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Thought i was gonna study alone at Starbucks today since no one confirm anything with me yesterday. I was only alone for like half an hour. Haha.
Jin came after that.
Arthur, Murphy and Lawrence were there too surprisingly.
Aimy came even later.
After dinner, Mad, Ting and Karmun showed up. Another surprise.
I bumped into so many people when i thought i was gonna be alone. Haha. Aimy and Jin doesn’t count cause they told me they’ll probably be going there already wan.
Maybe tomorrow i will be alone. No kaki to study. 
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“All of a sudden I am kicked out of my comfortable world of 18 years and into a system where I don’t know who to love and who loves me. Worst of all, suddenly, the need to be loved has just become too vital. When I am loved for a reason, I become that reason .Now what do I become when I know not what I am loved for.”
Mood swings. June 28, 2008
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WordPress has been acting up on me lately, especially when I need to unload something off my chest. Ugh. This sucks, having to keep everything inside because I’m not good at it. I would explode and my friends will suffer. Poor them. Note that I mean no harm, I just am really cranky cause things have been hard on me lately, or so I claim it to be. So please bear with me for a while, things will get better. J
Didn’t sleep with my phone by my side last night.
Didn’t receive any smses or phone calls when I woke up.
Expected, especially the latter one.
So from now on, I am not expecting anymore. You can be all merry and happy; I shall slowly pick up the broken little pieces you left me.
I succumbed to it once again, self pity. Funny how it always weave its way through to get me.
It’s time to really move on.
Idrove. June 28, 2008
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*edited*
Aimy was right when she said ‘momentarily happy only’. I couldn’t agree more now because i’m feeling like shit all over again at this ungodly hour.
Just.one.phone.call.will.do. Wait, i am not suppose to expect anything. I shouldn’t even expect to begin with.
T_____________________T
Oh god, i should sleep NOW. Yeah sleep sleep sleep now but with the amount of caffeine in my body-very unlikely. Sigh.
For crying out loud, this has gotta stop. I can’t be so fucking dependent.
Sheesh, this is bad. I am going to lie on my bed and drown myself with thoughts of…..
(By walking pass the perfume counter, that particular bottle caught my sight. Le sigh.)
*edited*
ALONE!!!!!!!!!!
Yes, finally i dare to drive alone. Short distance only though. But still its quite something lar.
Its not that bad after all. I still manage to come back in one piece and blog about it. Hehe.
I feel unlove by mommy because when i told her i was gonna drive alone-she shows no concern at all. Even when i called her to tell her i arrived safely at my destination, her replied was ‘ok, happy studying.‘ And when i text her saying i won’t be going back yet-she didn’t reply instantly and of course i thought she was sleeping already. Bu what do i know? She is not even home when i got home. Then my phone beeped and her reply was ‘i am out don’t worry.’
Yes, my mommy power to the max.
But my friends love me. Warren and Aimy are a bit terrified by the fact i drove alone. Haha. Because they always fetch me eveywhere and i am not shy to admit! HAHAHA! *big fluffy hugs*
Starbucks again tomorrow.
I am damn happy tonight. Like damn damn happy because not only did i drove, i actually studied. Feeling less guilty. Heh.
Convo with warren. June 27, 2008
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warRen says:
lema wheres MY FOOOOOODDDDDDDDD
warRen says:
Libra (Sep 23 – Oct 22)Libra
The new relationships you need in your life should not all be romance-related.
warRen says:
wtf horoscope aso potong me
warRen says:
keonkan
Karyn says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Karyn says:
WTF WHY YOU SO LAME READ HOROSCOPE WAN
Karyn says:
whats mine whats mine?
Karyn says:
hahahahaha
warRen says:
how i noe lah i open frenster ma
warRen says:
den ntg else d i ma open horoscope lo
warRen says:
keonkan gime potong kes
Karyn says:
hahahahahaa
warRen says:
You can make fun out of anything today — a long meeting, jury duty, a traffic jam, you name it! The key is that you have an imagination that just won’t quit. There is literally nothing that can bore you, which makes today a wonderful day to take care of those tedious errands or tasks you’ve been putting off for so long. Don’t forget to make some plans for tonight — when you are in this kind of m
warRen says:
lema
warRen says:
why urs so nice
warRen says:
keonkan
warRen says:
my food is home
HAHAHA!
Such is the evidence why i need new friends.
No longer. June 26, 2008
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Can’t suppress it any longer. I’m feeling restless from crying but my brain is too fucked up to let me get the rest that i’m dying to get.
You know what? Time to take a few steps back. Hard but what choice do i have now?
I’m sorry to cause you so much trouble.
Evil. June 25, 2008
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Victim #1.
Victim #2.
I forgotten that mommy asked me to play nice. Sorry kids.
Impulse shopping. June 24, 2008
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Is what i do best.
Thanks to ning suggesting queens for lunch, i found out there’s sales everywhere. So it was off to queens at night for dinner and a wee bit shopping with the mom.
Somehow my mood is lighten up a bit after getting the things i want. A pair of flip-flops, a bag, a cardigan, a pair of shorts and a shirt. Of course i wouldn’t mind getting more but there’s nothing else to get. This is why i’m hoping to go down to kl after my finals.
Fucking tired now. Sorry for the vulgarity because i really am about to drop dead. Less than 2 hours of sleep for the whole day-even hot caramel macchiato can’t help. What more with the weather that screams SLEEP NOW!
Haha. Did i just bring lameness to a whole new level?
PS-INTI is the coolest. Now we have foosball and pool at the intima corner! WHEE~!
